I am restless.
I have been restless since last Saturday evening when I found his offline messages. I have tried to forget it but I couldn't.
I have prepared an email to send to his mailbox. However, when I was trying to send it just now, the disk was unreadable. :( It made me more restless.
I also lost my mood to do aerobics this morning coz remembering his offline messages. :( I just did some static cycling instead for about 30 minutes.
I am disheartened. Really. Cannot think of any other thing at the moment. And it's all coz of my own mistake, my being selfish to get his attention.
Wish I could apologize to him directly, not just via messages.
No idea what to do comfort myself.
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